To the one daughter that I have...

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I'm sorry for what I am about to do...

To the one daughter that I do claim...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that you have to see what I am about to do to your mother @ClarissaVega

I'm sorry that she has done nothing but brainwash you from the start.

I'm sorry that she has turned you against me so much. 

I wish things would've been different, but just remember that I'm not the bad guy. One day, you are going to know the truth about what really happened between your mother and I. You'll understand that I'm not the bad guy. I never wanted to hurt your mother the way I am about to at Vendetta. SHE is the one that picked this stipulation. SHE is the one that wanted this. SHE is the one that carried the vendetta (no pun intended) since before you were born all because she couldn't accept the fact that I had found a better woman at that point in time for me. She can't get over the fact that I cheated on her. I had every right to do that because she became a big disappointment. 

How can she justify being your mother, Cora? When it comes to me, all she's ever fed you is twisted, exaggerated truths and a bunch of lies. How can she justify being a good role model to you when she's the one that is going to the lengths that she's going to try to 'get me back' over a stupid, petty, worthless grudge she should've let go of 12 years ago. Yeah, I cheated. So what? It's not my fault that she can't get over it. I can only wonder what type of lies she's fed you over the years. I can only imagine the guilt trips and the sob stories you've had to deal with while she acts like the victim that she isn't.

The fact of the matter is Cora, something that you need to understand about the relationship between your mother and I is the fact that for me? It was about fun. For her? She wanted it to be serious. I was never 'in love' with her because I never saw her that way. But she was the one that wanted to make it more than it actually was: just a fling until I got bored of her and found someone else. She was the one that wanted to settle down. I didn't give a crap about any of that. I'm sorry that you have been lied to and continued to be lied to by that fucking bitch. I'm sorry that it's going to be at least six more years before you can realize the real story... at the earliest anyway.

You will be seeking me out for answers someday, Cora. It won't happen while your mother has you under her thumb. But the day that you grow up, graduate high school, and move out into the world on your own, my door will be open. You will understand why at Vendetta, I will do what I have to do. You will understand why your mother will be so disfigured that she won't even be able to fully take care of you anymore. You will understand why I do the things that I do and I say the things that I say. At this point, you're the one thing I give a crap about.

I implore you, Cora, NOT to watch this match. The Desert Deathmatch isn't for the faint of heart and I'm still BAFFLED that your mother was STUPID enough to pick this stipulation. I don't want to see you be traumatized by what I am about to put your mother through. Wait until you're older before you even THINK about watching this match because if you watch this match now, you're never going to recover from this. I get it. You're attached to her. I don't want you to suffer any more than you already have because of her.

The truth will be revealed to you someday... and you WILL get it.

You'll understand why it's not a good idea to pursue a career in professional wrestling as well. Take it from me. I don't want you to ever be part of this. You shouldn't have to go through the shit that I've dealt with over the last 15 years nor should you have to go through the vintage bullshit that any pro wrestler goes through. 

Don't see Vendetta as the end of your mother's career... 

See it...

As a beginning of you unerstanding what the truth really is...

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